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[6kuros]

do u have any tommatt hcs :3 like pet names or something?? i luv the ship and how u draw them sm

you guys are feeding into my insanity thankn you...thank you......

matt uses pet names for tom (babe, sweetheart, stud) (tom is embarrassed at first but he likes it), tom doesnt rly use pet names especially early into the relationship, later on tho i think he'd occasionally call matt honey, casual simple things

despite appearances matt is the one who orders at the drive thru

both fashionistas lel but in their own way- matt has respect for tom's style bc even if that's not how he'd dress he can appreciate when someone knows how to put an outfit together. same goes for tom

i drew this bc of a convo w a friend a while back but they both love cats and send each other cat memes all the time. their text messages look like this

ok now time for the Serious stuff

got together post The End, tom coming close to dying made them realize their feelings for each other and take a risk in entering an actual relationship. i think bc they knew each other so long and were housemates when they first started getting feelings they brushed them off bc they didnt want things to be awkward (tom especially- matt probably acted on his feelings first bc i think matt is slightly more emotionally intelligent and has the confidence to go for anyone)

elaborating on this tom takes a while to accept his feelings for matt bc of how he wants to feel masculine, he's fine w being trans + attracted to men but he initially imagined he'd be with a 6'5 hardcore metalhead with a bunch of piercings not a charlie xcx-britney spears-listening twink....lol...

matt helps tom a lot with being more sensitive/in touch with his feelings and being less of a dick who says the first rude thing that pops into his head. he's still like this at his core tbh but it takes much more for him to get actually irritated by other people and bc of how matt is he becomes more emotionally aware

tom also helps matt be less self centered and more emotionally aware bc tom doesnt vocalize the root of his issues most of the time- instead of actually talking he'll make a rude comment or complain about something seemingly minor when it bothers him for a deeper reason and matt has to be able to recognize this for the relationship to work

they also help each other w confidence- tom was hesitant to act on his feelings at first bc he's like matt could pull almost anyone if he wanted to why would he go for me (not quite true but that's how he sees it) and matt secretly craves affection and validation from tom bc tom seems to not care what others think and about superficial appearances (also isnt rly true but its how matt perceived tom when he started crushing on him)

ok this post is long enough

[ahbeduo]

REALLY?! U WANNA KNOW SUBJECT 2 HCS FROM LIL OLD ME?! HEHEHE I THOUGHT YOUD NEVER ASK!!!

I like to think his name is Dorian :3 leakers were digging in the files a while back and found out that the texture for his model is called “Dorian” so that’s where it came from. Dorian is Greek for “gift”, but also comes from the name Doerain, which means “wanderer” or “exile” which I think is sad but fitting LMAO. (Dorian is also in reference to Oscar Wilde’s novel, The Picture of Dorian Gray. If ur interested u should look into it, bc I’d butcher the summary lol)

I like to think that bros a more feral version of Albedo. Albedo is domesticated, Dorian is not HFHDH. He’s much easier to anger, but he wouldn’t put up a fight unless provoked or attacked first.

The reason…he was never trained in any kind of sword fighting style. He can swing a sword around but there’s a 1/99 chance that it would actually hurt someone.

I gave him a Cryo vision bc I mean. Just look at him. That pathetic little mess of a guy is the archetype for Cryo. I like to think he’s a catalyst user (and his best weapon is “Frostbearer” and he relies on it more than his sword hehe. Playstyle wise I’d make him scale off of ATK to contrast Albedo’s DEF scaling)

For his relationships, he prefers Klee’s more upbeat and bouncy nature. She doesn’t seem to mind that he’s not Albedo, and treats him like a brother regardless. He’d take her fishblasting any day <3

Albedo…he’s wary around. Even if they were to make up and all that, his vibe around would probably be very much the feeling you get when you go over to a friend’s house and you feel like you have to impress their parents in order to be allowed in. Does that make sense?? Basically he’s walking on eggshells even if Albedo tells him he’s fine LMAO

While he’s made his appearance a bit different from Albedo (red/maroon/black color scheme, hair either down on his shoulders or in a low and messy braid, and a little thinner than Albedo due to Albedo having built up muscle from sword-wielding), sometimes he switches back to Albedo’s form to mess with people. Specifically the Traveler. He’s a little prankster!!

Even tho he’s used to the cold, he loves warmth. U light up a fire and Dorian will sit so close his hair will singe at the edges. He also loves spicy food <3 (when he lived in Dragonspine he ate like. Unseasoned roasted meat and snow. So he craves any kind of flavor now)

I hc him as aro-ace, and also nonbinary for some fics I write :D I mostly do that just to differentiate between Albedo and him (I write him without a name sometimes so using the “he/him” pronouns twice over without stating who’s speaking is very complicated so I use “they/them” for ease of reading) but also bc I feel like. After 500 years of sleeping in poison dragon tummy soup, one would sort of dissociate from the whole gender thing.

Hehehehehe there u go there’s some hcs 👉👈 I love my little guy he’s so sad and I LOOOOOVE the angst potential with him. Lmk what u think :D

uwahhhh those are yummy, thank you for the snacks ���

Idk what to say there, just know that your HCs are valid! Some of them, like how rocky his relationship with Albedo is, are something i do think of too! Like yeh they cool, but that doesn't erase the fact Albedo is the favourite child. And and and the fact he likes flavours like spicy- I think he doesn't like very sweet things either

[bugmin]

i'm not gonna lie i didn't bother watching mid 90s until my brother made me coz i thought it was gonna be some plotless indie movie abt nothing which it kinda was but erm. okay. that was incredibly heartbreaking. i am so sad for that child. first of all, look how fucking small he is 😭😭😭

this shot made me so sick to my stomach solely bcoz of the size comparison. THATS A BABYYYYYY 😭😭😭 and the ending?? i literally thought it was just beginning to wrap up and then the credits roll. i said "that's it?!" idk i did not feel more 'at peace' or w/e abt the trauma stevie experienced . dont get me wrong it's not a bad movie like the soundtrack was banger after banger i'm just ...ALSO did fuckshit not get arrested??? he was driving while severely intoxicated and crashed w multiple ppl involved including a very young minor child. why is he not in jail??? if i was stevie's mama he'd be hanged drawn and quartered in the town square ☝️😭 expeditiously i say. how DARE yall put my child in that situation. ANY of those situations!!! but stevie's mama didn't seem very engaged w her children's lives in the first place ... couldn't have been me tho. but yeah as for the ending in general i thought it was gonna have a stronger conclusion as to like... how easily children get taken advantage of and led down dangerous/difficult paths especially if they have a poor home life/support system, and maybe how just one kind, attentive person (i.e ray) can save a life in ways that doesnt necessarily require any superhero acts. the scene of stevie and ray in the shop while ray is setting up his new skateboard ? oh my god. so endearing. so comforting. i wanted more scenes like that but instead at the end im left wondering?? is stevie ever gonna learn to cope with intense emotions in ways that dont evoke self harm? was he truly inspired by rays ambition and drive and decided to follow in his steps rather than fuckshit for whom it is astoundingly unclear if he was punished literally or narratively and learned from his mistakes? not to mention the statutory rape that occured at the party was never actually condemned iirc aside from the fleeting 3 seconds of outrage from the mother but i get it cld be somewhat of a testament to how poorly understood male sexual abuse/assault is and was at the time. but fuckshit and his drunk driving that almost killed stevie? i dont get that. why was there no outrage or condemnation coz upon seeing fuckshit and the others in the hospital waiting room the mother seems to forgive them instantly. huh?! that easily?! and the orange juice from the brother? im sawry but go fuck urself.. that is not redemption enough for me to be like "oh yay you'll definitely stop abusing him now" coz in my experience with abuse, the anger and hostility eventually rears its ugly head back around even if they're genuinely remorseful bc the root of the issue has not been addressed. and maybe the ending was trying to say smth abt stevie falling in love with idealization and the sense of camaraderie he found with these other skaters despite the slippery slope that is gaining validation/acceptance at any and all costs. but that commentary seemed to vanish in the hospital coz what i kinda got was "yeah but this shit is still dope asf" ?? like sure but i dont think we were arguing that. skateboarding could be and is a really great outlet for stevie but i just dont feel that satisfied w the ending. is his mother gonna be more engaged in his life? is that jackass brother actually gonna change his ways so he can start protecting and nurturing stevie like he should rather than bullying and assaulting him? even so, why must it take a near death experience when all stevie has done is crave his love? ugh. just breaks my heart. and did fuckshit even have a wakeup call? does stevie fully understand that violence is not inherent to him? idk. i think it really needed another 15 minutes but, hey, LA in a pretty filter. whats not to love

[newyorkcitywater]

ive managed to find the (almost) exact color of yarn that phoenix wright’s beanie in aa4 is made out of. this post has a target audience of exactly 1 and it’s me <3

[captainsy-cookiemonster]

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My Top Posts in 2021

#5

Sugar We’re Going Down

(Summary: staying at your boyfriend’s place for the first time, you’re in for more than you bargained for. (yes, this is a reference, and yes, it will show up in the story)

Pairing: Guitarist!Mikey x Reader (2nd person POV) (both are in their early 20’s, ca 20-23)

⚠️Warnings⚠️: SMUT!, there is sex, protected sex (wrap it, kids!), yes talking and descriptions of condoms bc i try to keep my stuff as realistic as I can (*cries*), fingering, slight edging, light complaining about parents, teen/ young adult stuff, play-fighting, Mikey being a cheesy little shit, fluff, hickeys, me picking up writing again after major writer’s block should also be a warning in itself

Not your thing? Don’t read! There are warnings. Read them.

A/N: thank you @emyearns​ for unknowingly inspiring this. You’ve been a great help in the creation of this and I love you for it. I can’t thank you enough, baby💖💖💖. And another big thank you to my amazing beta @fearlessindigo! You’ve been an amazing help💕💕💕. Also, I kinda did a lot of research for this, this is set on April 29th 2005, about 2 weeks after Sugar, We’re Going Down by Fall Out Boy came out (told you I did a lot of research). Also, there’s a floorplan of Mikey’s apartment here. I really put a lot of work into this so please don’t let it flop.

Word count: 5.6k

Disclaimer: I do not own Henry Cavill or his characters! He owns me tho (or they, lol). This is a pure work of fiction! Neither do I own "Sugar We're Going Down", it belongs to Fall Out Boy.

Title: Sugar, We’re Going Down

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490 notes • Posted 2021-02-06 20:41:01 GMT

#4

Dreaming

Pairing: soft!Sherlock x 2nd pov reader

Warnings: fluff, pure fluff.

Not beta'd and written in Tumblr so no word count.

Enjoy 💕 and please like, comment and reblog if you liked it, writers live off validation 💖

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655 notes • Posted 2021-01-30 18:53:17 GMT

#3

Captain Cookie Monster🍪

Set in the same universe as Of Short Girls and High Shelves. A part 2 in a way.

Summary: Pregnancy cravings have you get up in early in the morning to bake... a lot. And the Captain shamelessly takes advantage of it.

Pairing: Sy x 1st person reader

Warnings: pregnancy, otherwise fluff, Sy committing a cRiMe, probably badly written children

A/N: unbeta’d. This was supposed to be a little drabble for @wolvesandhoundshowltogether​, inspired by my comment on her amazing story Kissed by Fire (part 3), which she more or less forced me to make something out of (jk, loooveee you, Marta💕💕💕). Turned into a one-shot. Thank you so much @littlefreya​ for helping me with the names💗! It shouldn’t be, but that’s always the hardest part for me. And thank you @infinite-shite​ for helping me with baby/ mom knowledge, I would have been pretty clueless without you💖

Word count: 1.4k

Title: Captain Cookie Monster🍪

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677 notes • Posted 2021-02-23 10:54:50 GMT

#2

Dat Ass!

SUMMARY: You came, saw and conquered... dat ass!

PAIRING: Henry Cavill x reader (2nd person POV), Kal

WARNINGS: RPF, fluff, butts, butt touching, butt slapping, butt biting, silly fluff, implied smut, implied punishment, implied dom/sub relationship but just slightly so if you want to see it it’s there otherwise it’s not, guess that’s all. Oh and my first time really writing RPF so there’s that...

A/N: neither beta’d or proofread. Typos, were going down swingin’! Thank you @thelastsock for the prompt, I’ve had a lot of fun writing this!💖💖💖 Yeah... my first time really writing RPF.

WORD COUNT: ca 950

TITLE: Dat Ass!

Writers live off validation. If you liked it, commented and reblog 💕 thank you 💖

“Honey, I’m home!” you call out once you shut the door behind you. Toeing off your shoes, you don’t get the desired answer. You get an answer though, or… kind of an answer. Instead of a human voice, you hear two pairs of paws click-clacking their way towards you. Fast. 

“Aww, hello my big bear!” you coo, smushing the large Akita’s face in your hands, “Where did you leave daddy, hm?” But instead of answering you, Kal sniffs all your pockets on the search for treats.

“As if we don’t feed you enough,” you mutter smiling as you step further into your home on the look of your other bear.

You frown when you don’t find him in the kitchen, nor the living room. When you left, he was hunched over a script on the couch. Where could he be? All his shoes were at the door, he didn’t go out. And Kal’s still here, so where the hell was he?

“Honey? Where are you?” you call again, “Hen-”

You have to stifle a giggle when you peek into your bedroom through the door he seemingly left ajar. The only way to describe the position your fiancé is in right now is ‘fifteen year old girl telling her diary about her crush’. With the script on the pillow in front of him and a marker in hand, he’s lying on his belly, knees bent, feet hooked together and swaying back and forth. As if that wasn’t enough to make you want to surprise him - just to see if he’d also scream like a teenage girl if you startled him - apparently he had taken a quick shower while you were gone. His damp curls were a mess on his head, begging you to be tugged and messed up even further. And his glorious Buns of Steel were jutting out, highlighted even by white boxer briefs.

Mister chose to wear underwear for once, so so.

To your luck he’s so immersed in his script that he doesn’t hear your quiet snort. Neither does Henry seem to hear you pushing the door open further. Holding your breath, you wait for any kind of reaction from him before you begin your sneak attack. 

When his feet are farthest back, you pounce, jumping onto the bed and straddling the back of his thighs.

“Hi, baby.” He sounds unimpressed.

“Hey,” you giggle, leaning forward and pecking his shoulder, “was I that obvious?”

“You weren’t. The way Kal jumped up was though,” he chuckles, “now can you get off my back, please? I’m kinda in the middle of something here.”

“Nuh-uh.” You even lie down on top of him, nuzzling his back. “You’re so warm.”

You’re lifted up with the deep breath he takes, before he says, “fine.” 

You grin in victory. But if he thought you’d just lie there and let him work, he was dead wrong. Well, for now he was right but in just a few minutes…

“What body wash did you use? You smell good,” you mumble, nuzzling his back further downward.

“Ran out of my old one, so I tried the new one you got me. Now shh.”

‘Now shh’ my ass! you think to yourself, scooting further down his back. Only when your lips skim the inward curve of his spine, he perks up.

“And what’s that gonna be once it’s finished?” he asks, throwing you a sharp look over his shoulder, “I’m trying to work here, babe.”

“You’ve been hunched over that damn thing all day!” you protest, “Pay attention to me!” 

To emphasise your words, you tap his butt, and watch as it bounces. With a snort, you repeat your action, making Britain’s Ass jiggle beneath your palms.

“Baby!” he warns you, but ends up laughing.

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876 notes • Posted 2021-08-17 21:47:52 GMT

#1

Need me some eye contact while Geralt fucks the life out of me. I'm super shy and hate eye contact, so he'd probably have to forcibly hold my jaw to get me to look at him.

Fuuuuckk yesss!!! Sameee😰😰😰 fuck I'm 🥵🥵🥵

This intense stare when he's above you and balls deep inside. HnnnnNNNNNGGGGGG 😰😰😰

(pic not mine)

Mini drabble incoming🙈

Warnings: straight up porn, forced eyecontact is that a thing like as a warning?, shy reader, mDom, some fluff at the end

Title: Look Into My Eyes

Letting out a long, strangled moan, your head lolls to the side, your eyes half closed. You're close. You're so close. He's too deep and you're too sensitive. Tears of pleasure and pain trinkle down to your temple, disappearing in a darker spot on the pillow.

But the Witcher is having none of it. Surprisingly gently he let's his hand run up your body from where he was tightly holding your hip over your chest, giving your breast a rough squeeze, before settling his hand around your neck and further up. Softly, he caresses your cheek with his thumb, letting it slide beneath your chin.

Your sigh is cut off when suddenly, he roughly grips your chin, his fingers digging into your soft skin. You gasp when Geralt turns your head, forcing you to meet his eyes. Heat rises in your cheeks and chest, as if he wasn't balls deep inside you, fucking you hard and slow.

"It is rude not to look at who's fucking you like this, my little bird," he growls in that deep voice that makes your core clench, "I want to see your eyes when I make you fall apart."

You whimper. You want to look away, his eyes, those honey golden eyes burning with lust, are too intense, but you can't. For one because he's still gripping your face tightly, but also because his eyes are mesmerising and you simply cannot tear your eyes away.

It just has you climbing higher faster. Little huffs of air leave your lungs with every of his hard thrusts. Your eyelids begin to close, your high so close you can taste it.

"No, no, you keep those open," Geralt grunts, picking up the pace, thus making it harder for you to obey his command. "Look at me. Oh I can feel it. You're so close, aren't you, little bird? Let go. Let go, my little bird. Cum. Cum for me, my bird." His soft cooing gradually turns into a grunt.

You crumble, your body tensing. And then you crash, your stare fixed on his as you fall. Your cry echoes in your little cottage.

Only when your high passes, you're able to tear your gaze away from Geralt's, and you allow your head to fall back into the pillow, your eyelids fluttering shut, finally.

In a daze, you feel Geralt pushing into you as deep as he can before your core is flooded with silky, sticky warmth, his moan reaching your ears through thick fog. Carefully, he lowers himself down to his elbows, covering your body with his. Softly, he kisses the indents his nails left on your cheek.

"You did so good for me, my little bird," the Witcher murmurs into your skin, making you hum as you tangle your fingers in his hair and turn your head to press your lips to his forehead.

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[ancient-remnants-of-love]

I’ve been having a hard time figuring out my sexuality because I come from a family that isn’t necessarily homophobic but I don’t think would support me until I’m 18 and living on my own. I’m still trying to figure out who I am and am insecure about my acne my weight and overall my personality. Over quarantine my mental health plummeted and I just started to recover but my grandma and great grandma and pop pop died. It feels so wierd knowing that I don’t have a full set of grandparents anymore and I still feel like I didn’t grieve. I’m only 14 but I always try to be strong for other people and try to help them. Just people I don’t even talk to will talk to me for advice and I always have to put on a happy face bc people just don’t get what others go through. With all this going on I got suicidal thoughts and contemplated my existence and the overall effect I had on other people. I always had to have perfect grades if I had anything lower then a 95 I would be mad at myself. I crave academic praise and sadly validation. sorry for the vent <3

oh honey my inbox is always open <33

feel free to dm me so we can talk more in depth/privately

i’m so so so sorry you’re going through this

you are so so perfect and special and amazing just the way you are and you are so very loved and you need to always remember that even tho it’s hard

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[barry-j-blupjeans]

Ok, you don't have to answer all of these because there were too many good ones and I still ended up with 6 after trying to shave it down lmao:

3, 12, 18, 34 (there is a right answer btw lmao), 38, 40? :O

(weird writer questions - send some in if u want!)

now you've made it a challenge and i HAVE to answer all of them!!! I am gonna put it under a read more, tho, bc it's gonna be kinda long sdlkfs

3. What is your writing ritual and why is it cursed?

My writing ritual is "oh fuck that's a Good Idea, I need to write it down!" and then instead of writing it down, I do the entire thing in one sitting. And if I don't get to it in one sitting, the chances of me finishing it are maybe 30% out of a hundred. I am getting better at breaks tho, so maybe my ritual still has a chance to change and actually work more than five percent of the time sdfsdf

12. If a genie offered you three writing wishes, what would they be? Btw if you wish for more wishes the genie turns all your current WIPs into Lorem Ipsum, I don’t make the rules

Hmm! First one would probably just like... "I wish to have the patience and understanding to do all the research I need to do to make this good". Bc too often I shy away from things bc I don't exactly know what's happening and I don't wanna get it wrong. So I'd like to be able to learn better, please!

Second one would probably be "I wish to be able to write consistently" bc Wowza nothing kills the man (me) more than writer's block sldfsdf

Third, and final, I wish for Support. I crave validation consistently. Nothing makes me want to write more than validation /hj (and getting ideas when I should be sleeping sldfksd).

18. Choose a passage from your writing. Tell me about the backstory of this moment. How you came up with it, how it changed from start to end. Spicy addition: Questioner provides the passage.

From Tedious Familiarity “Your name is Barry Bluejeans,” the coin said. “But unless you find ### somehow, your name is Sildar Hallwinter. Stupid name, I know. You probably get the refs, though, right? Sildar, like Silly’s Rockets? I think mom hated that awful toy as much as I did, we could never get it to shut up. And Hallwinter, ugh. You remember Mr. Hallwinter, right? Sorry, Doctor Hallwinter. Hate that guy, hate his class, hate his teaching. But lucky for you, Barry, hate is exactly what you’re gonna need for this mission. So until we’ve got all our shit sorted out, we’re gonna be Sildar Hallwinter.

This whole fic, but this paragraph especially, was based off an idea I had in like,,, December? That I never fully got to. The original work went a lil further into that name choice and also just built up a lot of resentment, not only towards the persona of "Sildar Hallwinter" but for what Barry's doing in the first place. Like he doesn't wanna spend all his time looking for Lup. But he's gotta and he's never gonna give up. Discord screenshots of those two bits are below:

34. Thoughts on the Oxford comma, Go:

I mean, I use it when I can? Like, if I'm listing things, the only reason I wouldn't put the comma is if things were obviously connected, like two people arriving together. So if Lup and Taako showed up as a pair, I'd put "Magnus, Merle, Lup and Taako". But if they showed up separately, or if they weren't meant to be connected in that scene I'd put "Magnus Merle, Lup, and Taako". Idk if that makes any sense sldfsdf

38. What is something about your writing process YOU think is Really Weird? If you are comfortable, please share. If you’re not comfortable, what do you think cats say about us?

I mean, my whole process is wild lsdfsdf. As stated above, I usually try to finish everything in one sitting. Like, I will set at my desk for hours and crank out a 6k fic. I did once stay up for 24(ish) hours just to finish a 13k fic, post it without ANY editing, and then pass the fuck out. I barely ate or drank anything, which wasn't great sdlfsdf

Also just the fact that I can't write if I'm listening to something? Even just rain or anything besides my Room Noises, I will get too overwhelmed. I also tend to write too fast for my hands to keep up with, and end up skipping half a sentence and not noticing until I go back (if I go back at all).

Also also, I don't edit that much?? Or rewrite? With fanfiction at least. I feel like I should, because everyone else seems to, but if I'm writing a fic, I usually say what I want to say and there's maybe some rare moments where I'll rewrite a scene. Maybe I'll add/take away some bits but??? Idk! I don't edit or revise that much!

40. Please share a poem with me, I need it.

Struggled to find a poem small enough to not make this ask longer than it already is, but here's one I wrote earlier in spring:

the sun is a little bit brighter today than it was before i think just the idea of spring is enough to open my curtains every day we're deep into it now, the sun setting later with each passing night i wanna make flower crowns with the weeds growing back up in my garden i wanna plunk up a wishing flower and let it tear away before i've had the chance to think of a wish i think if i got the time, if i prepared ahead, i'd just ask for spring to last a little bit longer this year i was hibernating before, but now im awake and the sun feels so nice on my face

[morsobaby]

this is my bestie, eric/elvis :3. he uses he/it pronouns, which is pretty epic! ik it likes brokenstar alot, i wonder if eric wants to share its hcs about him? also, elvis has really good art and ocs! i like them alot :3

Ayyy bestiee ty :] glad you like my creations! Your art style is so arty I like the colors and textures of it. This took longer to reply to bc nobody's asked me headcanons before so I got pumped about it and had to think carefully but here! (It's long sorry shdhf)

He always had a booming and sorta raspy voice but it became alot quieter and scratchier once he ended up in the dark forest. I actually took some of this from @morningmask27 but I like the idea that his voice is quiet and sore bc of the deathberry incident. Back alive he made his presence very known through his volume but after death he makes others listen carefully and only raises his voice when needed

This is apparent from my fan drabble I wrote for him but I imagine since he was always an abnormally strong kit and didn't get the nurture and care he needed, that he believes kits are just like that. Like "I was raised like that and turned out great and powerful! Any kits complaining are just stupid wussies". Deep inside he craves validation but he justifies cruelty by viewing nurture as weakness. He was deeply affected by the bullying he faced as a kit and to cope with the rejection he took it as a part of himself, to "rise above it" so to speak. Can't be hurt by the lack of friendliness if you don't actually need it!

Clumsier socially, he's skilled at manipulation and deceit because people aside from Yellowfang were never very genuine to him. He wasn't taught emotional regulation and proper communication so abusive behaviour comes easier to him. He never bothered to learn anything aside from lashing out and stomping everything and everyone down. I also think Raggedstar and Foxhearts spoiling and putting him on a pedestal was part of the cause for this. He had to be the greatest

For a short time in his kithood he seriously considered and hoped to become a med cat to train with Yellowfang but it quickly changed. To compensate he was vocally very "un-medic" like and criticised them all the time. Although, through battle he got pretty skilled at cat anatomy and how to use that knowledge for his benefit. Don't ask him tho, that's medicine cat business!

For me it's hard to imagine anything romantic for him, as far as I remember the books he was never interested in any relationships at all. I think he probably wouldn't have been able to navigate relationships where he'd have to be vulnerable anyway, so either he never focused on dating or took very shallow, surface level interest in some cats whom he thought were strong and better than others. Of course, Tiger/Broken would make for a neat ship in my opinion, but I view them as allies more. Also He/Grr Brokenstar u_u

Honestly hard to say many sexuality/romantic headcanons for him bc he tends to be a less popular villain and less "queer" feeling to most of the Fandom. So I'm kinda scared to get people on my ass about it. But ykno what. He could very well be trans. His narrative of being rejected and making himself into something stronger to compensate, I think it'd work for either being a closeted trans cat for the majority of his life or for openly becoming queer to embrace his identity after being bullied about it earlier. He could also be a closeted gay or bisexual very easily

[rukunas]

A confession is that I’m a people pleaser and I don’t want to be one anymore. I wish I could be able to say no easily and not crave constant validation and even if I do crave that I wish I could ask people to reassure me once in a while like I do them, but I feel like a burden. I’m going to push past this tho and am taking the steps I need to fix it.

anon we are one of the same.

i used to be a big people pleaser. im a fucking nerd and was a pushover in high school with ppl asking me to do their hw for them and projects and blah blah :/ i couldn’t say no bc i hate disappointing them.

after quarantine though, i really focused on myself and put myself first. i was tired of having to please others before myself, and it took a while for me to rewire my mindset, but i finally did. the hardest part is just learning that it’s okay to say no. i’m so glad u want to grow out of this, that’s the first step fr <3

[chngbok]

50 Questions Tag ✨

thank you for tagging me @sprouttsse ♥

under the cut, because this is LONG ~  [ also beware of major oversharing ]

what takes too much of your time?

social media? games n stuff

what’s makes your day better?

@linos-teeth cough

what is the best thing that happened to you today?

I went to a really cool castle n i took LOADS of pictures (mainly flowers oops)  and I made two my new lock&home screen ~

what fictional place would you like to go to?

hmmm thedas,, away from whatever shits going on at the time i guess.

are you good at giving advice?

i dont know? for some things maybe?

do you have any mental illness?

LEts noT

have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

i used to a lot, one time i had it while i was on a school trip away and it was the first night and god it was horrible,,,, then quite a few times when i lost my grandparents.

what musician inspired you the most?

hmmm skz?

have you fallen in love?

i d k dude

what’s your dream date?

ok plS SOMEONE GO ON A WALK WITH ME LIKE,,,, I JUst wanna go on a walk and take photos i cry.

what do others notice about you?

:’) good thing? my eyes r pointed out a lot,,,, bad? i get told that i crack my knuckles a lot smh.

what is an annoying habit that you have?

im told its cracking my knuckles lmao fdkdkfdf

do you still talk to your first love?

doNT have one r l y idK?

how many ex’s do you have?

gonna sound rLY SHItty after what i just said wow but idk,,, i’ll say 1 serious one?

how many songs are in your playlist?

main playlist is like 400 then i have a smaller one which has like 200 and then a writing one which is like just piano n shit which is about 70ish,,, so not that many t b h

what instruments do you play?

t r i e d piano and guitar but not anymore lmao

who do you have the most pictures of?

hmMmm my pets and skz? @linos-teeth collection is growing tho <_<

where would you like to go before you die?

Korea germany and australia.

what’s your zodiac?

Leo

do you relate to it?

n a H

what is happiness to you?

o god hmm,,,, no idea idk how to word it

are you going through anything right now?

well sure?

what’s the worst decision you’ve ever made?

i’ve always hated how i used to reject my grandads hugs and avoid him a lot when i basically spent time there everyday and idk wish I’d shown him more love while I could.

what’s your favorite store?

uMm,,,, dude I dont go shopping enough for this smh. no idea.

what’s your opinion on abortion?

dude they’re valid as shit,,,,, if you want one its up to you dude.

do you keep a bucket list?

NUpe

do you have a favorite album?

our queen I am who,,,, closely followed by miroh oh my fucking god.

what do you want for your birthday?

(made an amazon list already oops bc I have a lot of family far away so,,, but yeah thats literally only a couple of albums but iDK,,,, I’m on holiday for my birthday so it’d be nice to relax anD NOT WALk up too many hills,,,,, we’re going to the lake district)

what are most people’s first impression of you?

so i recently started a new college and people there always think im in a mood shrug,,,, app to them im really grumpy.

what age to you seem according to most people?

people always thought I was older because of my height,,, idk anymore tho. I feel like I have a stupidly young face for my age now i d k.

where do you keep your phone while sleeping?

on the window sill or like down the side of my bed, there a lil crack bc the radiator stops half way flfdfd

what word do you say the most?

out loud? dude, typing? idk fuck probably lmao

what’s the oldest age would you date?

idk about dating in the first place,,,, but maybe if i wanna and im like at an age i feel comfy dating idk? iDK,,,,, 4?5? years older idk watch me just date at like 60.

what’s the youngest age would you date?

idK WHats with aLL the dating s m h,,,,, but again whEN I WAnna idk,,,, 2 years youNGER? 3?

what job/career do most people say sould suit you?

im told i’d be good with kids but i hate them with a passion???? also been told i would be good at teaching,,,,

what’s your favorite music genre?

no fucking idea

if you would live in any country in the world, where would it be?

no i dea,,,, korea? but i doubt i’d survive with their standards,,,, can i cheat n just like go hop a few miles to wales?

what’s your current favorite song?

chronosaurus my baby

how long have you have this blog for?

had this blog since,,, late august? first blog was years ago tho i cry

what are you excited for?

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, i d k...

are you a better talker or a listener?

listnener 100%

what is the last productive thing you did?

put off homework and write other stuff??? iTS WRITING So?

what do you want for Christmas?

changbin,,,

what classes do you get the best grades in?

history

on a scale of 1-10 how are you feeling right now?

it plummeted to a solid 3 bc of me being hyper jealous for the smallest of reasons.

what can you see yourself doing in 10 years?

history teacher maybe?

when did you first get your heartbreak?

dude i d k what counts as a heart break? loosing my grandparents? looking my cat?? was a fucking mess that one time i didn’t talk to a friend for a week AND lost a friend the sAME WEEk id k.

at what age do you want to get married?

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, d o i wanna get married? me n my friend who r both ace n probably aro used to be liKE LETs just do it when we’re oldER BUT THat didn’t work out so like,,,, to my other friends hmu if ur sad n lonely in the future.

what career did you want to have as a child?

always wanted to be a teacher?

what do you crave right now?

ANOTHER SOLO CHANGBIN LIVE

tagging @changbiinn @trashfbin @linos-teeth @honey-innie and anyone else shrug

[mitchelljoni]

Honestly, don’t even get me started…like, being with someone that actually likes you for you is insane. I see a lot of people that are together but don’t like each other or don’t even like similar things. And she’s someone who actually shows compassion, you know? Even when things get hard or I’m being difficult she has my back and I got hers. I can’t quite put it into words, I feel so illiterate when talking about it because there’s so much to say, but I just can’t find the right words. Totally unrelated tho, what’s the ultimate compliment to a writer? — ‘sweet anon’

anon...🥺🥺🥺this is so tender like ! i think you actually DID find the right words, this was so lovely to read <3 :)

also. that is unrelated. honestly ANY compliments or comments are precious 2 me bc i crave validation but for me personally i have like . a weird thing for people picking out specific lines and parts they liked? it's probably the lit scholar in me haha but im like......yeah thats the fucking good shit tell me u like this one extremely random word i used.....literally turns me on......PLUS like 9 times out of 10 i did hem and haw over that word/phrase/paragraph and make the choices i did deliberately. so. it is nice when that intentionally deliberate decision has impacted someone directly. i mean nice is an understatement it feels like truly insane and terrifying but in like ??? a being (non fatally) electrocuted kind of way. does that make sense. probably not ! ! ! sorry

[kyunsies]

hey mädch! how are you? sorry for taking so long to reply. i got a bit sick from overwork and my whole body kind of shut down? it got to the point where i couldn't eat or sleep and i ended up having panic attacks even just thinking about sleeping... like, no matter how well i was doing i just ended up feeling like i'd failed and idk i think i imploded. that big global launch i told you about reached thousands of people but it was like one of four jobs i'm also doing and with those stats idk i got myself so so pressured to keep it up (i'm really scared it'll end up failing tbh) and i think i went overboard with everything until my body decided stopping was the only way for me to stop - so i ended up having to take a week off to just kind to be healthy and alive?

thank you for being so kind as always, because i took time off i guess i ended up replying to my friends to just apologise for being so absent. i'm sure you understand how when you get overworked you can kind of end up just cutting things off and cutting everyone off and i think that happened with me a lot too? idk i think i just want to find a place that's healthier in general?

how is your job going? is it still going well? i hope you've been able to treat yourself with the money you're making as well what new albums did you buy? what shoes? i'm like you though! i get a bit obsessed with saving and i hate seeing my bank balance get too low as well.

i thought my favourite song was heaven but i'm really loving rotate more and more these days. but then i really like secrets... ah, there's no point picking haha! idk how i feel about eshy still working so much with them though. i'm so excited for their next english record cause aal was so good but... eshy? sigh.

i understand you very much - i was feeling like i deserved to be stressed all the time as well but i think that was me and that was kind of why i ended up a bit dead i think. you are so kind and aware and good and i am sure you will do amazing things. like, the fact you have doubts means that you're aware and considerate, and able to really push yourself as opposed to not thinking. one of my teachers used to say that the fact i was doubting meant that i was able to move up as opposed to just stand still so i believe it is the same for you and i am sure you will be able to do things that you want to do. i mean, you think far too well of me but you are so compassionate that i just think it's impossible for you to now succeed in your field! i had an ex who's dad was big in medicine and he used to say the best people in the field weren't like the most flashy or smart (though you are smart for sure) or academic etc but actually the best with people. so i believe in you!

omg ok that has been a whole ass essay!! ahhhhhhhh (sorry!) but <3 i hope you're super good. love you!!

- 💥

HELLO LOVE !!!!! <3 it's been a little while hasn't it ?? it's okay !!! i know u are heaps busy, i'm just happy when i'm able to finally hear from u again <3

oh god hun are u feeling better at least? u overwork urself so much ;____; you are doing so many amazing things, you will never be anything less than a fantastic person u know that right? i know i can't sit here and tell u otherwise bc i feel like we have similar tendencies, like no matter how hard we work or if we get good results we won't settle for it bc we are always looking at a flaw . but i really am proud of all that u do :( i could only dream to be as hard working at u are , i look up to ur work ethic . i hope the panic attacks have gotten a little better tho bc that's not healthy :( you are doing more than enough :( i am so happy u have decided to take a week off tho love really u deserve it after your hours and hours of hard work ;___; truly!! <3 i think everything will go well bc i know u gave it everything, with your dedication i'm sure the project will be just fine okay?

and pls i totally understand what u mean bub .... when things get a lot or even when things aren't so busy sometimes it's just hard you know? there are still ppl i need to message to make sure they know i think about them all the time but like i said last time i want to make sure that all the responses i give to ppl are genuine and not half-assed so i usually dedicate a message for them when i know i'm in a good headspace to answer ;____; but i don't think theres anything wrong with that :( as long as u eventually get back to ppl who care about u i don't think they care about how long it takes for u to get back to them as long as u do it at some point so they know u are still thinking of them :( ppl know ur busy love (hopefully) and they shouldn't look down on u or think of u badly if they understand ur situation <3

my job is going okay love they're re-organizing all of our files tho and i've just been trying to get everything all nice for them bc we're kinda getting rid of the old system and i want everything to be nice and in it's place before i leave to back to my final year of uni :') i've been making good money for me tho and yesterday i treally treated myself with some much needed nice clothes .... i might have dropped $200 hhh which isn't really much but when i buy clothes i tend to splurge on better quality stuff ,,, it's why i don't buy a lot of clothes in the first place LDKFJ bc i know it's going to be expensive whatever i buy :') i ended up only getting version 2 + 4 of the one of a kind albums !!!!!!!! i think i'll order the other ones later, i didn't think i should spend about $100 in one sitting sdlkfskd it just didn't feel right . and i did end up getting the shoes !! i got some nice white leather platform tennis shoes, i'm very happy about the purchase, i've been wearing them everyday :D we really are the same when it comes to spending money i see HHSDLFJLSKDFJ <3

also u are SO VALID about one of a kind lol in the beginning i was like omg rotate rotate rotate but like i said last time my fav is definitely heaven ;____; it is so dang comforting for me idk what it is but i have deemed it my top 3 emotional support mx songs so for me they are now amen, gravity, and heaven <3 AND OH MY GOD i agree with this so hard ...... i'm actually really excited about what mx has in store next ....... i dislike eshy with every fiber of my being but !!!!!! idk i'm always excited what mx has i really don't even care as long as they give them free range that's all i ask ;____; and i know ppl are concerned about them going overboard with working but ...... if they didn't want to do it they don't have to !!! i think they crave making music and i think the more opportunities they get the happier they are . they only get this life once u know !!! why not make the absolute most of it <3 just without eshy lol

and lastly ....... this last part got me right here ;_____; how are u so understanding ...... u know exactly what to say all the time :( i've really have been dreading this last year of uni, i don't feel like i'm ready for this . i'm scared to look for a job, i'm scared no one will want me, i'm scared that i won't be able to work int he NICU like how i want to ;____; i'm scared i'm going to screw everything up . i just want to be a good nurse, i want to finally have some confidence in what i do :( i always get so anxious about this stuff, i have so many classmates telling me just to calm down and that i worry too much so i often think something is wrong with me ..... but i worry bc i care about what i do and i want to do it correctly .. i don't know how to say this but u have given me so much comfort just reading this :( i put u in such high regard bc u work really hard and i can tell u are good at what u do for work !! it's crazy that YOU think I am something to be proud of when u are already out there in the working world, being a really damn good adult and being responsible when i'm just me being so insecure about everything i do and i'm not even graduated yet . i just blows my mind u think of me this way and that in it of itself is just ........................ u are so kind ;____; i hope u realize how good of a person u are and you are just one of those ppl i don't even hav to meet and i just naturally look up to u :( so thank u so much .... i really hope u are able to take care of yourself on this break . and remember i am here any time okay !!!!! no matter how many days pass i am always here happy to hear from u okay?? pls take care, i love u angel !!!!!!!! <3

[mikanrulz]

Gundam ibo s02e18 gjallarhorn & tekkadan: expectation vs acceptance

Below I talked a bit about Sevenstars kids, and a bit of ep commentary after that.

After this ep, there seems to be a discourse about how some fans do not want Gaelio to win, as it would invalidate Tekkadan’s struggles. The reason is bcs Gaelio comes from wealth anyway, so if he wins, it’d only strengthen the belief money is everything and that the poor would only struggle in vain with no reward.

I’m just. Augh. That logic is not exactly wrong, but I don’t think it is applicable to IBO world – or gundam world in general. Barring the fact that gundam endings usually are not about winning or losing, IBO itself is never about the rich vs the poor – even if it likes to throw around words like resources, corruption for the sake of money, exploitation and the likes.

The way I see it, Tekkadan is about acceptance, makeup family, and make the best of what you have. Basically, all Tekkadan’s struggles are for the sake of surviving and maybe get a better life and that’s it. They’re not actually trying to conquer Earth – that’s on McGillis. These are a bunch of ragtags who are used to be abused, so long as they could live free, they’re already satisfied. The original members trust each other already (despite Eugene’s initial jealousy of Orga). Their continuous conflict is not external (since Mika could easily defeat any outside enemy), it’s in how each member learns to accept their role within the group. This is esp evidence because once said member has accepted his role, he’s no longer given screentime and is relegated to background character (w/ the exception of mika & orga who are the leads, and biscuit & Aston who died.)

This is also shown with the new members (e.g. Hush, Zack). They’re *new*, and therefore they have to *learn* to trust other members, before they could accept themselves and their assigned role.

My point: the biggest hurdle in being a Tekkadan member is in how one learns to get accepted by others in order to accept oneself. They live rather isolated, and so societal rules is not exactly expected of them.

Gjallarhorn, on the other hand, is much colder.

Gjallarhorn members are not struggling to survive, since they take for granted their freedom and their livelihood; they need not worry of lack of food or fund since they get steady income. They’re already functional and accepted members of society, and they have social expectation to meet.

All Sevenstars kids have the same problem: they desire acknowledgement, and none actually has it.

Iok: he’s the most obvious, since at the moment he has nothing that he has worked on himself. He’s acknowledged for two titles: The Head of Kujan House (inherited) and one of Arianrhod’s Captain (regardless of whether or not he gets his position by *working*, the fact he’s a Sevenstar, and that Rustal is also a Sevenstar, would make Iok suspect of nepotism). As a pilot, he’s surpassed by Julieta – someone whose skill Rustal himself personally approved. It’s not even Iok is devoid of skills; Rustal did tell Vidar that Iok is actually at being *inspiring.* 40 ppl apologized on his behalf, and at least 5 ppl threw their life to protect him. People look at him and want to follow him – he’s a true leader material. Him not realizing his true strength is, I think, just a matter of him being immature still. Being an inspiring leader is not exactly a skill you could see with your own eyes, unlike piloting skills – which can be proved by how many mobile suits you could destroy. He’s impatient, he seeks instant gratification, and being a leader is something you need to work at. He’s a natural at inspiring ppl, but he still doesn’t know how to actually be a good leader.

Personality and skill wise, Iok is the weakest among the four Gjallarhorn kids tho. Unlike the others, Iok still lacks self-confidence and awareness, and on top of that, he hasn’t learned how to hone/use his skills. He’s also even easier to rile up than Gaelio. He wants attention, but he doesn’t know how to get it. Among the four, Carta would be the strongest simply because she’s that stubborn and she doesn’t take no for an answer. If she wants attention, she demands it and makes sure everybody knows it and indulges her. McGillis and Gaelio are somewhere in the middle. If he wants attention, McGillis would probably manipulate his way so that it’s not obvious he *wants* attention. If Gaelio wants attention, he just follows them around but appears uninterested until they come to him - just like he does to McGillis.

Carta – having born to the highest ranked Sevenstar Family, Carta probably feels the weight of expectation more acutely than the other three. She has her position (Commander of Lunar Orbit Fleet, McGillis’ current position). For the ppl at large, she should have all the acknowledgment that she needs (Makanai does say *she* is powerful in the end of ep s01e21. But then in s01e19 Carta herself says she’s going to prove her title is not just a decoration, and in s02e01, one of the two old men say something similar in the Sevenstars meeting. Different from Iok’s obvious cluelessness, Carta is very aware of her shortcomings, and does her best to try hiding it; she either chooses to suffer in private, or in front of Gaelio. Her screaming about Almiria to Gae in ep19 – I think that’s one of the moments she allowed herself to look immature. She’s always so proper and respectful otherwise – even to McGillis. She desires to be acknowledged by Sevenstars leaders, esp her guardian Iznario, but until the end she’s just an embarrassment to them – even if ppl at large acknowledge her.

Gaelio – looking at how he allows himself to be overshadowed by McGillis, one might think he’s selfless; but he’s not. He just doesn’t care. Also, unlike Carta’s and Iok’s, his title as Gjallarhorn’s Ace Pilot �� is not actually an empty title; in ep5, when he faces Mika, he doesn’t brag about skill the way Iok does when he’s fighting. Gaelio fights with the attitude and confidence of someone who has honed his skills in battles and actually comes on top. The fact Mika still beats him is a testament to Mika’s monstrous skill and not Gaelio’s lack of one. According to Triage card, he’s not actually concerned about his looks. Again, this is not because he lacks self-confidence, he simply doesn’t care. The fact he’s having the same rank as McGillis (who is praised as being excellent etc) speaks of his skills and actual hardwork, and since it’s implied ppl flock to him when he’s not with McGillis, ppl do acknowledge him. But. Once again, Gaelio doesn’t care about the masses’ opinion. He only desires for McGillis’ approval, and in the process of trying to achieve this, I do think he purposefully turn a blind eye to some of McGillis’ pursuits. (I still can’t decide when Gae agreeing w/ McGillis abt how Gjallarhorn’s corrupt, he does it bcs he rly think so, or just bcs he’s that desperate to get McGillis’ approval.)

McGillis – I think McGillis’ biggest problem is his sense of entitlement. He acts like the world owes him something and that he’s going to continue to demand it until he bleeds the world dry. As a Sevenstar kid, he’s perfect – he’s already being acknowledged by Gjallarhorn leaders, even if the masses still can’t approve of him bcs of his supposed “mistress’ son” background. This is the opposite of the other three who get the masses’ approval but not Gjallarhorn’s leaders (except gae-it’s unknown what the leaders think of him). He meets all the social expectation expected of him. Despite this, different from the others, McGillis doesn’t *seem* to crave approval; he doesn’t crave it bcs he think he *deserves* it. To crave something means you’re the one lacking, but to deserve something means it’s your right, you’re the owner. He lives in his own world, where he’s the only right one. According to Triage, he’s also vain about his looks – he thinks his face is pretty and is one of life’s most magnificent view ever created.

Honestly McGillis’ attitude baffles me. Ppl compared him w/ Gaelio, but I think comparing him w/ Orga, background wise, is more appropriate. They come from similar unfortunate background, and yet one turns into a megalomaniac wannabe while the other is a revered leader of ragtag family whose members look up to him.

You can’t even say McGillis get his sense of entitlement bcs he grows up in Sevenstars (and all sevenstars kids have this to a certain degree) since he already thinks himself better than everyone else way before he finds Agnika’s book. The moment he finds the book, he feels validated since the book confirms his belief that brute force is the greatest power.

He forces the world to bend to his will and belief instead of the other way around – which is to say: he thinks the world revolves around him.

TL;DR: Tekkadan doesn’t expect anything of its members; staying alive is hard enough, so as long as they’re alive, it’s enough. On the other hand, in Gjallarhorn, staying alive is a given; pride is everything; if you can’t even bring glory to your name, you’re better off dead.

SPEAKING OF THIS EP

in my last ep review, I remarked about how McGillis’ way of starting a war by recruiting public is proof that he feels he can’t win against Rustal the usual way.

Turn out I was wrong; the broadcast is actually a cover up and not an instigation, since he chooses a coups d'état – which would put him as the wrong side.

When Orga and Liza Enza talking about McGillis’ big plan, I was like wow, I sure hope that big plan is really a *plan* and not a series of coincidences like in S1

Turns out the reality is so beyond ridiculous I can’t even.

So McGillis’ plan basically is: 1.Have Tekkadan do all the dirty work of eliminating Gjallarhorn soldiers 2.Have Liza Enza making excuses to the masses and the rest of unsuspecting Gjallarhorn’s soldiers not in HQ 3.Preen and gloat to the Leaders of Gjallarhon for maximum asshole effect 4.Pilot Bael 5.Be the King of the World

I’m just??????? The level of ridiculousness is so of the chart I’m. having trouble processing this? HOW IS PILOTING A GUNDAM A PROOF YOU’RE THE KING OF THE WORLD???

Gundam Bael is not Excalibur, McGillis is not king Arthur. Pulling Bael out of its resting place doesn’t make you leader of anything.

So basically his big plan is to appear with Bael and somehow have the rest of the world in its knees because of it.

Srsly? SRSLY???

Isn’t Gjallarhorn supposed to have less influence than before since their rep gets smeared and all? Liza Enza just broadcasts this story at the beginning of the ep. And yet McGillis still acts like Gjallarhorn is the greatest power ruling the world, and therefore some ancient Gjallarhorn hero would immadeately put fear in the masses.

Like, which is it? Is Gjallarhorn actually still powerful, or is it not? He can’t seem to make up his mind.

While the leaders of  Gjallarhorn seem to fear Bael’s power, including Gallus, do the youngsters even know what a Gundam is.

I mean, Gjallarhorn’s resident Ace Pilot ™ doesn’t actually remember what a Gundam is until McGillis tells him in s01e06, despite having one tucked away in his family’s basement.

Iok doesn’t know what MA is, despite it having much to do with creation of Gjallarhorn and basically the foundation of his family.

Mars’ Branch Head doesn’t know what MA is, and doesn’t have access to search for MA’s kids despite his position.

If Sevenstars core members do not even know/remember what Gundam/MA is, how would you expect the rest of the world to remember 300 years ago history, esp when it has nothing to do with them at all???

Mostly I’m imagining ppl in their houses watching this crazy half-naked man sprouting nonsense about how ppl should call him “King” bcs he brings some random giant robot.

Speaking of, is it actually necessary for him to get half-naked? I don’t actually need to see that.

Since McGillis mentions *Ein’s research*, I guess his Alaya Vijnana installation is made after? So basically the whole Graze Ein thing is him experimenting to make sure it’s safe for his own use, and nothing more huh. The smearing gjallarhorn name thing is probably also after the fact *while we are at it* thing.

Also, kid McGillis’ back seems smooth from what I see, so the installation is def new.

I just. Just because you get abused in the past, doesn’t give you the right to abuse other ppl in return – esp when they have nothing to do with it.

In regards to the aforementioned discourse, ppl want McGillis to win bcs he had suffered enough? And I’m like??? But what about *his* victims???

So we finally get to know his past. It’s just. Oddly unsatisfying because it turns out his past has nothing to do with Sevenstars at all.

He just picks Sevenstars and Gjallarhorn bcs atm Gjallarhorn holds the most power, and nothing more. And also bcs Iznario happens to pick him up.

McGillis always feel empty. Like he’s present, but he’s not actually there. He’s just so cold and distant, and his reaction to ppl is just. Weird.

He feels sociopathic to me.

I’ve commented a little abt ein/gae here, and I’m just. Waiting for more detail. Tho I wouldn’t be opposed to a probable Ein/Gae/Juli OT3

Also I can’t believe it’s canon that Julieta does feel a little jealous of Vidar over Rustal.

Stop confirming my headcanon show. Else I’ll start expecting things you can’t actually deliver.

Yamazin smile while she gives Julieta the explanation tho. I’m in love. I love my manic Head Mechanic. She seems scary in a mad scientist way, but I think it’s better than the unfeeling mechanic guy for Graze Ein, who seems very formal with no show of feelings at all.

I hope we get to see more of Yamazin - tho hopefully not bcs she’s going to operate on Juli and make her the second Ein *coughs*

Also I thought Liza Enza is shrewd somehow, but it turns out he’s just gullible. You can’t fake that level of earnest enthusiasm.

I totally understand why Orga gets overwhelmed and like, uhhh stay away from me maybe when Liza Enza gives him that look.

I apologize for repeating Liza Enza’s name so many times. I just like his name. do you think he gets nicknamed Zaza? I need to know for science.

Pretty sure Orga never actually meet Gaelio, since the ones who had ever seen Gaelio’s face from Tekkadan were Mika and Biscuit in ep4. So why does Orga act like he somehow recognizes Gae’s face? Or is that a a shock in general and nor necessrily bcs of Gae’s face?

This cap is here as an appreciation for Eugene’s face. I recall I used to like him wayy back when he’s actually active and all.